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[Nov. 3rd, 2008|03:36 pm] |
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lalalalallallallalallalal this journal is gay. I was such a noob in all of these entries. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2008|09:18 pm] |
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Yeah, I'm just going to use this acocunt for surveys, quizzes and other random things like that from now on. I have a new LJ but, I'm not gonna say what it is. |
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| Writer's Block: Funniest Thing Ever. |
[Jun. 4th, 2008|10:07 pm] |
I want to do this! I know that there's something! I just can't think of it right now. I'll post as soon as I remember! |
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| Yay and Grr |
[Jun. 1st, 2008|09:37 pm] |
| [ | Forever Haunted, More Than Afraid |
| |  happy | ] |
Today Dad and I went car hunting. It was pretty fun. We found a really cool Primera, but I just didn't feel very comfortable in it. I felt bad 'cause I think I disappointed Dad because he really liked it. There wasn't anything physically wrong with it, nor were there any engine/internal problems either. I just didn't feel completely comfortable and confident while I was driving it. We saw a few other cars too. Another Primera and a Honda Accord. The Accord was nive but the interior was horrible and it smelt like a dog had been living in it so yeah, we passed on that one.
By the time we'd finished our car hunting, It was about 5/5:30pm. We were driving down this road (I don't remember the name) but there were about a million (an over-exaggeration on my behalf) cars lined up down the road. The car I saw first caught my eye. It was a Nissan Pulsar and it was black. It was really well maintained and it was very clean and tidy. When I took it for a test run it was awesome too. They had a big exhaust on it though so it was kinda grunty and loud (it wasn't a huge exhaust). It drove really smoothly and it was reasonably quick and yeah I felt really comfortable and confident in it. Another pro is that it isn't miniscule and it's not huge either, it's about the size I'd been looking for.
When I'd finished the test run, I was really, really pleased. Dad said it was pretty good as well. He looked around for rust, checked stuff in the engine, checked seals and any other necessary things. Then dad saw the drivers' door. It looked like I hadn't shut it properly. So he had a look, and he realised that it had a different hinge on it (it was red) and he could tell that it was from a different car. And the door didn't properly shut. Dad reckoned that that was pretty unsafe and it probably wouldn't pass the next WOF with it. I was really disappoined so we left. I was kinda angry about it. But Dad was being reasonable and loooking out for me..
When I got home I found another car which is pretty much the same except blue. We're gonna check it out tomorrow. Early in the morning lol, so no one gets to the place before we do. I hope I get the car. Anyway, if that car's gone. There's another black one exactly like it, so hopefully I could get that one =D
My boss was a dick but I cna't be bothered going into detail about it right now. It'll taint my good spirit. |
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| Writer's Block: Perfect Sandwich |
[May. 27th, 2008|07:41 pm] |
One piece of bread a few rashers of bacon and an egg on top... then another piece of bread... with the same thing... and then the one on top.... MMMMM...
I'm glad I'm not vegan. |
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[May. 27th, 2008|07:31 pm] |
| [ | Forever Haunted, More Than Afraid |
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It's killing me. My best friend's been diagnosed with depression. She's always been there for me... been my backbone, but I can't do the same in return. I'm useless. |
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| The Past, Present and the Future |
[May. 27th, 2008|07:05 pm] |
| [ | I Cannot Leave Here, I cannot Stay |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | Forever Haunted, More Than Afraid |
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| [ | Asphyxiate On Words I Would Say |
| | EndEverAfter - Baby, Baby, Baby | ] |
Yeah. Reminicing makes me sad sometimes.
Like when you think about that friend you had so long ago...
Or when you remember how someone used to be...
Everyone's like 'Yeah, but people change though Sam!' I hate change. I read somewhere that change is the only thing in your whole lives that is constant. I guess it's true. But like, I became friends with people because of who they were when I met them. A lot of people have changed so drastically these past few years, I don't even know them anymore. That's sad really.
People reckon I've changed to. No, I haven't really. I'm just better at hiding the person I used to be. I still have self esteem issues, I still hate the way my body and I look and most of the time, I hate me. I know that everyone has these issues at some point in their lives... But... It's always been an issue for me. I'm great at hiding myself. Hiding my true feelings you know. I have scars... Inside and out.. which people don't know about. I hate food. I hate the sight of it... But lately it's been my friend. I've cut down a lot because I've seen what food can do to you, but also because I'm fat. I'm 54kgs (119lbs) and I can't stand the sight of myself. Counsellors can't fix this. A simple 'how does that make you feel?' doesn't solve anything, you know.
I kinda envy my friend Lauren. 'Cause she's like perfect. No I haven't developed a girl crush on her lol it's just that she's pretty much everything that I wanted to be. She's pretty, she's got a good personality, she's likeable and there doesn't seem to be one person that thinks otherwise.
Maybe after I lose some weight I'll feel better about myself. Maybe I can stand to look at myself in the mirror again |
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| Writer's Block: What? Everyone Doesn't Like Me? |
[Mar. 25th, 2008|08:41 pm] |
This is one of those writer block question things, which I think I might be doing a lot of, since I never have a clue on what to write about and they seem rather interesting as well.
Why do you think it is that some people don't get along with you
I think one main reason is that I can snap and when I'm not in a good mood I can be really mean to people that I really care about even If I don't actually intend on hurting their feelings or doing something mean. I actually hate that a lot about myself. I don't mean to be like that either. My moods can change instantly, seriously. I can be really happy one minute then snap and be really aggrivated the next. (I'm going to be answering more of these!) |
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| I haven't posted in here in forever. |
[Jan. 22nd, 2008|11:40 pm] |
I haven't posted a blog here forever. Maninly because I have another site in which I do, which is completely private. Anywayyyy
I completed NCEA level one. This may not sound like much of an acheivement to anyone else that's just finished 6th form, but to me it is. I thought it was going to be nearly impossible for me catch up but I did. I'm also only 20 level 2 credits away from NCEA level two. I'm pretty proud of myself.
Hmmm... Not much has been going on with me. I am currently on my fourth cellphone in just under a month. It's really sad. Everytime I get a phone it craps out on me. I had my original phone a nokia 3200. On christmas day I got a black Nokia 7370, but the next day I dropped it and it fully just stopped working. Two days later, I bought myself a nokia 7360 and that also started mucking up about two weeks after I got it. Now I'm borrowing a Motorola v3. It's an alright. I actually like the colour it is. It's pink. I'm not really a 'pink' fanatic, but this is an alright shade. I've lost two of my cellphones to the washing machine. I'm just really clumsy. Maybe I shouldn't own phones.
I'm now contemplating whether or not I should get my nokia 7270 repaired or not. If I hand it into vodafone, it will cost $45 just to get a quote. I'm a bit iffy with that, just in case they don't fix it. That will be $45 down the drain. I've inquired at a few other shops and they said that they do not charge for the phone to be looked at only for it to be repaired, so I'm looking into that.
Tomorrow I'm getting my first driving lesson. I can drive already, but I need to learn a few things before I decide to go for my restricted. Also, I don't think my dad is confident enough to let me sit the test without the lessons.
Uhhhh I don't have much else to say... so Tata! |
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[Apr. 18th, 2007|09:51 am] |
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sup all my gangsta people. |
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| This |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|08:03 pm] |
I probably wont use this anymore, because my thoughts are too personal to be diplayed on this. A website of all things. I'll go back to trusty pen and paper. That never fails.
Seeya! |
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[Jan. 31st, 2007|11:28 pm] |
Add a comment below for me to add you to my friends list. If I don't know you, don't bother. |
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